Life is good =)

Hey world, i am an intelligent person! I always have been but for some reason i was never brave enough to admit it or let it show. I had no belief in myself but i assure you that i am a full blown believer now. Why? you may ask this. Honestly i have no real answer. Just something slowly dawning on me over time. I have lots of "ME" time to think about it and realize that i am smart, i am brave, i am strong, i am caring, i am beautiful, i am... well over all awesome. I make mistakes, yes, but that just means i am also human. I shouldn't be afraid of being me or living life. My resolution, i suppose, would be to live life and love it instead of always being scared.

I spoke to my real father this morning. He's not a bad man. He knows he messed up pretty bad and may not have been the best dad but i know he loves me. He was always my inspiration for getting into all of this tech stuff. Today he told me how proud of me he is and he is amazed that he could help create such an amazing person. I think i made him cry when i told him that i never thought of him as a bad person and that he will always be my daddy who tried to wake me up by telling me that there were pink elephants marching outside. Dom is also my dad but my real dad will always be "daddy" to me. I guess its fair to say that i am more of a daddy's girl.

Bones is a good series. I started it long ago but recently got back into it. Its pretty neat being able to explain what things mean that are mentioned in the show to my sister. Feeds more into the intelligence thing.

Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.
Salvador Dali

I have the intelligence and i am slowly gaining my wings...

Enough of me talking about me though. Hope every one is well and has a Happy New Year!

PS: not that it matters to anyone but my rogue is finally 80 and getting geared. I <3 my guild! They make me feel important and help me work on my web design skills by making me the web master. Woot! Now i need to finish leveling either my shaman or my priest after getting my heirlooms. Yes... i know... WoW is an addiction.

So my trip to Phoenix this past week turned out pretty awesome. Spending time with Eric and his roomies was awesome! Great food, the pool and hot tub, games, movies, and family guy marathons. It was epic. I played Mario RPG for the first time. So fun and i almost finished trauma center. I also watched a program be made. Whoo! so exciting! Those guys were so smart. I felt smarter just being around them. I loved my time up there. Can't wait till i go up again!

Christmas itself! Well my family had Christmas on Christmas eve. It was pretty nice. I got a nice top hat, mystic creations items like a wine glass, vampire diary and vampire slaying kit. I got some pants my wow shirt and my GLASS SLIPPERS! they light up! so awesome!

I hope every one else had a great Christmas! and that you all have a happy new year!

Been sick but still doing good. I'm going to crash now! Night all!